sunday

hmm. today is supposed to be a day of praising Daddy Dear at the church, but once i again, i failed to go, with a reason so lame. Again i think i dissapointed my great Daddy. hmm, but i am a believer, im just not a church goer. i mean, i love Daddy dear. :), He is my life. He is the one i depend on in times of confusion and problems. I thank Him so much because right now, i feel so lonely, betrayed, confused, & all other negative feelings you can think about, (sigh) with this, letting me feel this, help me realize that in every negative feeling there's a positive feeling that contradicts it. Newton's third law!, for every action there's an opposite reaction. :). the same thing with negative feelings. there should always be balance. God works in so many unpredictable ways. right now i'm down but i know God has a plan and He will never let me stay on the ground. Why did He create friends for? for them to stretch out their hands and help me stand up and help me realize how stupid i am to not watch my step, but despite my stupidity they are still there. :). friends are one of the greatest gifts God has to offer, besides our life and family. I LOVE DADDY DEAR SO MUCH. :)