mood: hatin.. :(
Listening to: perhaps love by j&howl *korean version*
*always stick to the original, but the christian bautista & rachelle ann go version isn't that bad at all*
hayyy...every had a day where you want to tell someone about something but you can't tell it because you know something bad will happen.
This sucks BIG time! gawd!, i hate this feeling so much. i really want to tell her that i really hate this guy, but i can't because it might affect her relationship with this guy, but i really want to be honest. i want to tell her, but don't know how. *notice how many "but's" are in there?* anyway, here's the story:
i have this girl friend, well, she have a boyfriend aboard,in short it's a long distance relationship. then we have this guy classmate who she HAD *take note: PAST tense* a crush in, nothing beyond that, it's JUST a crush, in other words "liking", "like" get it?.then this guy made a move and confesses he THINKS he LIKES the girl, well, it all happened with a kiss. he knows that this girl have a boyfriend, with that knowledge he could have just backed off, but NOOOOO he made a move, isn't it rude, just pay respect to the girl's boyfriend. anyway, i don't think i'm in the position to talk about that. anyway, where was i, oh yeah..now, the girl is so CONFUSED!., anyway, she made a decision that she LOVES her boyfriend, and chose him instead of my guy friend., now i'm so irritated with this guy because he still flirts with my girl friend, and im feeling awkward when the two of them are together, being a close friend to the girl i alway see it when the guy keeps on flirting her...and every time the guy comes i always go to other people, i don't want to see them flirting with each other...Gawd., so now i'm afraid that i'll lose the friendship the girl and guy because it's me who keeps the distance, i can't tell the girl because it might affect her relationship with the guy, i don't know what to do. LORD HELP., i think the only thing that could solve this is honesty but i don't know how to start...i hope i can tell her tomorrow...