my songs.. part one..

Music is one of my best outlet of emotion. i usually associate my emotion to certain songs and somehow, i feel light whenever i hear those songs. it tells how i feel. i just want to share some of the songs that shouts out my feelings at this moment.

"Secret Love"
by Jojo
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Boy you’re so hard to believe
[Verse 1:]
Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just a girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you
[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
[Verse 2:]
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you
[Chorus:]
[Bridge:]
What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Cause I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you
[Chorus:]


"On My Own" - Les Miserables
by Lea Salonga

On my own
Pretending he’s beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without himI feel his arms around me
And when I loose my way
I close my eyes and he has found me

In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights
Are misty in the river
In the darkness
The trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me
Forever and forever

And I know
It’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself
And not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say There’s a way for us
I love him

But when the night is over
He’s gone
The river’s just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare
And everywhere The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I’m learning
All my life I’ve only been pretending
Without me His world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own

"Behind these Hazel Eyes"
By Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleepI'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretendJ
ust thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleepI
'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside ANYMORE!

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes