a little thanks

well, proud to say i have gone a long way in my search, but not quite finish yet. there are still alot of thoughts in my head, good thing i found someone that can really help me *although she doesn't know it, she made a difference in my life*, hmm.. just in case i'm gonna write her a letter i'll write this.. "just want to say thank you.. i 'm so thankful i got the chance to meet someone like you, you made a difference in my life. when i met you, my thoughts are in such chaos, i'm so lost. although i don't show it, i'm lost. i don't know where i am, i don't know where i would go. my life is planned, but not by me. when i met you, you opened my eyes, i woke up from a dream. i finally got hold of myself, and starting to get a hold in my life. you gave a head start on how i should live it well, not with the choice other people made, but because it's MY choice. thank you. i got to know who i am. i got to know what i want. all this time i thought i like what i'm doing, but then you came and opened doors. thank you. " hmmm... this person really change my life. i never knew life cold be so good, there were times in my life that i felt so alone, but now i met her i felt there is always someone who believes in me and tells me "you could do this. i believe in you" now life became lighter. she's an inspiration, someone i really look up to.